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-Admin Kyle
Thank you for letting me know!! I will not reblog strayt content anymore!!
-Admin Kyle
So I thought about recording and posting this to YouTube when I got home, but with how fast my mental health has declined, I am seriously not sure how much longer I can go on for.
Close friends know this, but I’ve been extremely suicidal and depressed the last few weeks, mainly due to stress. I’ve been starving myself again, lost most sleep (4 hours in the last 6 days), and have been starting to get aggressive in person.
My mental health has taken a sharp decline, my grades have slipped, my (albeit abusive) mother (and only caretaker) is dying of cancer, my fiance has been kicked out and I am (for the most part) banned from hanging out with him (due to my mom saying he’s and financial burden despite him offering to pay for things around the house), I’ve been dealing with drama from my ex qpp and an old friend, I’ve developed serious migraines that have been causing me to faint, been in and out of hospitals, found out I have inherited a deadly and cancerous disease that is incurable, found out my dad plans to disown me and move away when I turn 18 due to me being transmasc, I lost a lot of my friends, found out I am going to have to sign up for an SMI disability (which means I can’t vote, work, or even transition), struggling with chronic back pain, dealing with constant anxiety of bed bugs returning to my apartment, ptsd related issues, and a whole bunch of other issues.
I’m stressed to all brim, my school does jack shit to help (they actually gave me in school suspension for being stressed), and I have to bottle my emotions or else my abusive family yells at me for being weak. I feel so alone in life and the only thing keeping me alive anymore is the fact that I’m too lazy to actually go through with killing myself. I do have therapy, but it’s only every now and then and I can’t go into a mental hospital since I’m set to graduate soon.
I don’t want to leave this blog behind because this means a lot to me. I only say this here in the case I do go through and kill myself or end up in a hospital because I feel like it’s only getting worse and worse.
I also do have a queue running for a few days so there’s that.
I hope everyone has a good day, but I promise you all that I will try and get help.
-Admin Kyle
Oh jeez! I didn’t mean to post my suicidal vent to this blog, so major apologies and post will be taken down!!
Just a heads up, but I am making the queue amount a bit smaller to help break up huge clumps of content flooding on everyone’s dashboard!!
So I started a MAP (multiple animator project) on youtube for trans and nb artists to have a happy feeling pmv related to being trans and nonbinary!
Sign up video is here and I would really love it if people joined!
Just doing another boost since this means a lot to me and I really want to get it done before I leave school and no longer have good access to a computer!!
Just a quick heads up, I will not publish the hate messages I get and to those who do send them, calling us cowards does not help your case!
So I would like to apologize for such a long and unannounced hiatus, things have dropped for mine and a lot of mod’s mental health so we have been a bit under the weather! I will be posting some answers though with out a queue since it is easier!
Going to be really honest here but the mods and I have been incredibly stressed so that is why there hasn’t been much posted recently. I am terribly sorry and promise that we will upload more soon!
Just leaving this here, but aesthetic requests are now open again
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